josh does the flip..

wow world wide web.
it certainly has been a while.

freeze

this is cool.

no choice?

i was reading someone's recent entry regarding a woman's rights concerning her unborn child. i wish that i had gone to that abortion debate, instead of studying. (i wonder which would have been more beneficial?)
it's really quite frustrating though, to argue with someone about the rights of a fetus, especially as a feminist.
i am glad that doctors are changing their minds about these horrific procedures. my new doctor won't do it, won't sign off saying someone else will do it, or even help a patient find help concerning abortions. i'm completely on her side.
you say a woman is simply a vessel if we're going to consider the 'thing' growing inside her to be a human. BUT IT IS A HUMAN! there's finger nails and toe nails, nostrils, eyes, heart. it's a fucking heart! how can you say that it's not human? not alive? not allowed to have a chance.
if you got pregnant, deal with it. there's lots of people who can't. if you can't deal with your child, let it live with someone else.
don't be a murderer.
murderers are selfish cowards.
you selfish coward.
tell me this doesn't resemble a human child..


21 week old fetus, aborted...see the child like face? isn't that what a newborn looks like?


9 week old fetus, aborted...see the finers and toes?


how can you even condone this?

.Pain receptors begin to appear in the seventh week of pregnancy.
.The heartbeat begins on the 21st day after conception.
.Approximately 46 million abortions are performed globally each year.
.Of these, 26 million are said to occur in places where abortion is legal; the other 20 million happen where it is illegal.
.Approximately 26% of pregencies are aborted.

listen to the postal service mix of feist's mushaboom.

stimulating?? kind of!



josh's future child

school starts. time wasting begins.

best first dance ever

i showed this to my mom, and she told my bf that he better own it on the dance floor now.
amazing... oh man.

J. P.

i wish that i had this three years ago.

.........
Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away

And after all it won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
.........



why is it still weird?
oh yeah.. no closure.
way to be a man.
way to be a woman.

victorian

jenevive

6 days

semester's almost done. it's kinda weird how fast it has gone by. i only have more essay to do.
it snowed today.. which means that if this keeps up, my 8:30 am classes next semester are going to blow. but i guess that's the price that i have to pay as a wmst major, and these are the classes that i have to take... at 8:30 in the morning. yay.
it doesn't feel like christmas is coming so soon. i am definitely looking forward to the break though, and my own bed, cause this one's starting to hurt.

so many friends are getting married now. keeps me thinking about it ALL the time. it's getting kinda ridiculous. after looking at magazines all summer with beth, all i want to do is look at them, cause they're actually kinda neat. there's so much in the planning that i never thought of. makes me want to be planning one really bad.. but i think that needs to be a little while off still.

funny, i had the intention of writing something completely different when i opened up this page to write. yet now that i have this open, i can't remember for the life of me what the heck i wanted to write. it could be that grey's anatomy doesn't help with focusing. good thing that i'm not planning on doing homework for the next half hour. there are ridiculous demands that are made on this show. almost makes it too obvious that it's not real. but that's TV i guess.

wow, university had taught me so much. i can analyze everything in my life pretty well, but i can't analyze philosophical writings by 18th century women. (i guess that's cause i can't understand most of the sentences that they write, which are 10 lines long each. i guess that punctuation wasn't that important in the 1700s.) sucks that this class is really good, i just suck at it.