bah.
this history exam (take-home..excellent you would think) is eating my soul, as well as my easter weekend.
and my thighs are so hot right now from the lap top that i think my jeans are going to be burned to my skin.

in other news... disagreements completely suck. and crying does not make them any better, only worse.

also. i'm finally getting out of my shitty house in g-uelph... only good thing there was michelle. i want her to come with me, but she doesn't think she can..
my room there looks so empty now.. but my basement here at home is now full.
only three more days where i have to go back, and face the stench of rotty food smell and a rotty kitchen.

i just finished watching Babel with my fam.
worst. movie. ever.
but there was a preview for perfume:the story of a murderer, and i'm stoked to see that. (i also want to read the book).

there's a party at the forkuns tonight, and i'm not there, cause i'm taking time off from the boy. the only reason i know that there's a party there though, is cause he called, but also warned me that he was going to be there too.

ugh. i'm soo confused with everything. and i don't know what to do anymore, or what to think, what to feel, and mostly what to say. i think i've maybe said enough, and words aren't what's needed anymore. but i don't know what else to give.

i miss alison.